Where?

I didn't know what to name this post just because I don't know how I'm feeling right now. I logged in twice and logged off. Life is definitely kicking my ass right now.

My question is, What the hell am I suppose to do?

*rubbing away goosebumps*

1. I don't even think I want to go to school anymore. After I graduate from this mediocre college, I am giving school a rest.. A LONG one. I feel like I''m not learning anything. I have no interest to doing homework. I have no interest in nothing academic. ----> Does that make sense?

2. I don't want to reside with my grandmother anymore.. As a matter of fact, I don't want to live with anyone. I want to live alone; That will be the only time I'll be able to breathe comfortably. Unfortunately, I am broke. I can't afford to have my own place and that is slowly killing me. *exaggerated anger face*

3. I deeply despise my job. I have never been so disgusted by an establishment in my life. p.s. My manager could definitely use a trip and fall in mud. *serious face*

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Depression starts: 00:00:05.. Counting down slowly.